December 2010
33 posts
Summing up 2010
This past year was a big year of personal growth.
I started 2010 disgustingly in love… passionate, but unhealthy love. Had loads of fun, learned so much, and matured on an interpersonal level like you wouldn’t believe. But naturally, it ended. Then I spent a month sitting on my ass, playing video games and wallowing in self-pity.
Eventually my heart healed and I got off my ass.
In...
Young men more vulnerable to relationship ups and... →
jasonrobertballard:
I thought this was kind of interesting…
That means the harmful stress of a rocky relationship is more closely associated with men’s than women’s mental health. The researchers also found that men get greater emotional benefits from the positive aspects of an ongoing romantic relationship. This contradicts the stereotypic image of stoic men who are unaffected by what...
You all should be jealous
because I seriously have the world’s best girlfriend :)
Want to start testosterone?
I’ve been getting a lot of messages on facebook and such from friends/acquaintances about starting testosterone, and how to do it. So I just wanted to lay out how I’ve gotten to where I am today in my transition:
First, I started seeing a therapist. (I go to the Goldberg Center in Syracuse) We worked on a gender assessment (which is nice 29602 question questionnaire that asks you...
Words cannot describe how nice it will be to kiss...
So frustrated
right now. Can’t sleep.
But I have a philosophy final in 6 hours… woo.
Transition Update
I’ll be doing a video entry on Dec. 23rd (6 months on testosterone), but I just have a couple things I’m dying to share.
1- My hands are huge. They’re wider, bigger, and more paw like haha
2- My feet have grown too… most of my sneakers don’t fit anymore :( My running shoes squish my toes
3- I’m turning into a bear… there is hair everywhere. and I love...
On June 2nd
I will be a flat-chested man, finally.
I have to wait that long because I’m traveling to Dr. Garramone in Florida and have to be there for 8 days (pre-op, surgery, and post-op appointments). Unfortunately, due to college I don’t have enough time for the surgery and recovery any time before the beginning of the summer.
I probably won’t be beach ready this summer, but at least I...
Today is T-day
but I will be taking 80mg instead of 50mg, directed by Dr. Hopkins :)
I love T increases. Life is going to be amped for the next week.
WatchI did one take of this, so don’t judge haha but you get the idea of the range/control I still have… or don’t have anymore. Hence the horrendous squeak in the middle of it :X
In short, I still have a lot of control with my voice that I had pre-T, but the range is what is taking getting used to. It’s constantly changing, and I try to hit notes that I’ve never had...
I think it's really immature
to post hate-blogs about ex’s. Get a grip. People break hearts, people get their heart broken, get over it. What does it accomplish by posting entries about personal details of a past relationship? All it does is make you look like a bitter ex, who is being dramatic and immature—but maybe that’s all you are, so it’s not a false way to present yourself I suppose.
I guess...
